Laundy Lady, dishwasher, chaparone, cook, maid, Daughter, Grandaughter, nurse, ACK! What else can I be, must I be. What do I want to be. None of the above. Just me.

I will be 42 in a few days, it feels alot older than it sounds. Be assured, you do not want to be 42. I think this age is most difficult, your not old... I mean old like real wrinkles and stuff, and your not young any more. So bikinis become questionable, grey hair is obvious, unless you do something about it, and maybe you are a size bigger than you were a few years ago 8-10 instead of 6-8.

Candice is in College, Nat just turned 17 and Jacob has BO, which means puberty is there or around the corner. You stress about your husband not wearing his wedding ring, and the more time you spend worrying the more creases (not wrinkles yet) you get. We are saving that "W" word for when we turn 50.

Maybe I can hide on my birthday and no one will notice.